i had to read that 3 times.. but i think im getting what you said...
i live life cuz i dont know whats coming next, and want to see it so i stay... that and i dont think killing yourself is right... i think its selfish... (do you have any idea what that does to the people you leave behinde???) sometimes you just have to think of others before you think of yourself... and vice versa....
thats my opinion....
