It bothers me too...I'm afraid that I'll be living for nothing, that's why I always ask people if I have a talent. I just want to be known after I die, like Picasso or Joan of Arc or someone famous, I want to be remembered and not forgotten, even though it won't happen...
I'm not afraid to die, just afraid of being forgotten. If people live and die and are forgotten should they have lived in the first place?

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