man, girl problem. i am the stupidest person here...
guess this is just a rant, i need to tell someone. as you probabley know, i have been trying to get with this girl for like 3 weeks now. shes incredible everything about her is awesome. me on the other hand, dont got much goin for me except for being really nice. but of course, i am really, really shy around girls. i barely ever talk to them, and i only have a few friends that are girls. back to this girl. everytime i see her on school, shes in a few of my classes, i go to talk to her, and i look at her and just, melt and feel like a little kid and cant speak. i dont know why she has this affect on me, but for the past 2 weeks i have been goin to school saying, i will talk to her, i will talk to her, and never have yet. thats how stupid i am. i cant even talk to her. i cant even say hey hows it going, i dont know why, i guess i am just afriad, if i get to know her she show like me? or i will be laughed at if i try to talk to her? ive talked to her online like 10 times the past 2 weeks, and shes reallly nice to me, but shes nice to everyone, i have no clue if she is interested in me, be she barely knows me so i need to get to know her first anyways. i feel so stupid, i really want to be, at least, friends with her, and even though i think the world of her i cant get it in me to simply talk to her. i am really shy but with my guy friends im like pretty loud and stuff, its mostly when im near her. any advice i guess would be appreciated. i have all the motovation in the world to talk but i clam up when i am around her. btw, "dude your so gay just talk to her!" is not considered advice. please reply if you are serious.
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aaa hahaha thought id never have one of these cuz fricken ign went insider crazy, but now i have one and dont know what to put here ahh??
well, all i have to say is:
*gasp* McRib is back!
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